ME.

cyrus
loves my three children
loves the clique

YOU.

cherie
cjae
josie
tiffie


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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

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7:27 PM

cyrus gave you kisses

Monday, December 31, 2007

alright
last entry for the year
last entry for the blog.
yup
i decide to change a new blog.
wont disclose my address till i'm ready to.
catch me if you can?
lol.

its new year eve.
what am i doing on nye?
watch tv, rot, watch tv, rot.
haha.
interesting right?
i'm single ma.
so people, date me!
haha
i sound desperate.
LOL.

maybe i should take up a new hobby?
learn to play a guitar?
dont be mistaken
its not cause of that guy thats why i want to learn
its cause since i have a guitar at home
why not make use of it right?

found out ite offers the course that i want.
but yeah
if i go, i would be like 3yrs older than my classmates?
haha
thinking if i should go ite or go shatec.
haven talk to my parents thou.
but they know i'm looking for schools.
maybe will talk to them tonight?
its the last day of the year anyway.
YEAH MAN

happy new year in advance people.

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容

如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我

11:58 AM

cyrus gave you kisses

Sunday, December 30, 2007

hey.
i'm thinking if i should change my blog address.
too much memories la.
keep going back to read the old posts.
end up what happen?
make myself cry only.
haha.

should i change?
i mean new year is coming.
brand new start i guess?
if i change, most prob i would lock it too.
haha.
will see how.

she say 07 wasnt a good year.
but i beg to differ.
i thought its good.
at least first 3/4 is.
haha.



I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you’ve done

8:09 PM

cyrus gave you kisses

Saturday, December 29, 2007

i fucking miss you so much.



这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

6:11 PM

cyrus gave you kisses

Thursday, December 27, 2007

why i ask her not to text me but i still keep looking at my phone to see if she replied or not?
and when she replied i ask her not to text me and accompany him.
haha
contracdicting isnt it?
why i say its alright, never mind when its not?
maybe its time to let go
come to terms with her gone
i'm trying to not think about it so much.
i just realise the ...piggyback...' is not asking
is refering to a person
telling that person
and i stupidly told her i would,
shameless isnt it?
haha

yeah
its time to let go
time to realize that she's not mine anymore.
i admit it hurts badly
but yeah
i have to do that.

all i can say is i woke up too late.
i didnt tell you neither did i show you how much i love you
maybe we are not meant to be like what i thought
remember we read a book that stated horse and dragon are meant to be?
it said the hot headed horse needs a cool headed dragon by it side
and every characteristic the book stated for the horse and the dragon was all true,
all related to us?
to think we thought or maybe i thought we were meant to be.
haha
but yeah
things changed.
just like i changed.
haha

maybe i just put more effort on my dressing sense and my looks
who knows what will happen?
haha.
just kidding.
(:

the song below is for you.
its also for you to realize if you really love him,
than tell him.
be happy.

If tomorrow never comes
will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
and she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
gonna be enough to lastI
f tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
that my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
to say each day how much she means to me
and avoid that circumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

1:42 PM

cyrus gave you kisses