Friday, November 17, 2006

hello
hmmm.
been reading the 'clique' blogs
i put like that cause i dont know if we still consider as clique or not.
from what i read from the blogs,

it first started with t and j
after it sorta quiet down
j blog an entry about a friend and wants to apologise to her
frankly, i thought its t too
but i'm wrong.
its another friend.

but cause of the way j replied in her blog
s thought she is trying to put t down
so s blog an entry about j (which might not be about her)
j2 got upset and stands up for j1
so now 4 people is involved.

honestly,
i feel sad.
to think a clique that was the closest among all is being separated into small groups

perhaps there's a small crack that exists since the start of the clique
but we ignore it.
we didnt bother to patch it.
we thought it would go away after sometime
but as time pass,
the crack becomes bigger
by the time we try to patch it
its too late.
it has became too big for us to handle.
perhaps all we can do is to let it fall.

i remembered what my father told me
'you can never find long lasting friendship in secondary school'
i always hate it when he says that.
i tell myself,
it would never happen to me
cause i got the clique.
the clique that sees me through laughters, joys, pains, sorrows and many crazy acts

remember mrs lim goes 'TABLE 6 TABLE 7!' ?
the moment we step outta econs room
we would curse and swear about her
when she is suddenly very nice to us
we find it weird?

remember dec 17 2004?
the whole clique passed 'n' level
and went mad monks to celebrate?
when jae goes 'i want ____'
tiffiee goes 'mommy'
josie goes 'CJAE!'
and cyrus goes 'okok, i'm mommy okok, you want ____'

remember jan 4-5 2005?
we had a 2d 1n chalet stay
we waited hours to check in
jae was her usual self doing bollywood style 'twinkle little stars'
tiffiee and soo had a argument that lasted throught the night?
josie was going gaga over the xbox/playstation
and cyrus was trying to think the lyrics for sum41's pieces
but 'pieces, pieces, pieces of me' keeps ringing in her head

remember the 6th of every month?
clique outing.

we had lotsa fun
i do treasure all these.
perhaps we may not be able to meet up often
perhaps we may not even meet up as a clique
perhaps this clique will start to vanish

but,
be it happy or sad,
i thank all of you for the wonderful times.
all these memories,
i will keep it in my heart.
10:40 PM

cyrus gave you kisses