Wednesday, December 05, 2007

hey
its my off day today
was suppose to meet up but there was a change in last min plans
so i'm home not doing anything.
haha

friends.
a big THANK YOU for
-taking care of me when i'm drunk
-making sure i'm home safely
-accompany me by sitting by the road with me
-comfort me when songs that remind me of her was played
-most importantly for being there when i needed someone to talk to

you.
we been through 18months of ups and downs
to know that our feelings had faded and drifted apart just hurts
to realize slowly that we might never get together again hurts even more
now that you're gone
i've lost myself
i know i'm not what i used to be anymore
i cant eat
i cant sleep
i got no mood to work
i lost my interest in life already
that me left when you left
remember you told me friends come and go?
than do you still remember what i replied?
'yeah friends come and go, but i come and i wont go'
those were the days right?
haha
i always say;
as long as you're happy i'm happy
as long as you tell me you will be happy with him and he will treasure you more than i do
than i wont bother you anymore.

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

for the last time
i love you
12:26 PM

cyrus gave you kisses