Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i know i say i will give you my blessing
i know i say i wont bother you
i know i say i will be there when you need me
but after doing some thinking today
and you say you like him more
i haven choosen the most selfish and cowardly option;
to stop all contacts with you.

forgive me for not replying your texts
forgive me for not answering your calls
forgive me for not showing my feelings when you do things to spite me
forgive me for not being able to let us go even thou i say i would
forgive me for not holding on to my chance
forgive me for assuming things and make matters worse for us
forgive me for saying those spiteful words cause i was jealous
forgive me for breaking my promise yet again

i cant go thru of getting my hopes raise alittle than to have it dash again the next day

during this period of time i know i will miss you
i know there will be times when i want to text you to ask how are you doing
i know i will regret this decision

but i will try to fight this feeling away

and maybe when i can treat you as a friend is the day when i can text you
to ask about you and him and wont get upset about it.

spending christmas with me wont be the best option
so yeah, spend it with him.
you would be happier this way.



sorry seems to be the hardest word.
11:38 PM

cyrus gave you kisses