Thursday, December 27, 2007
why i ask her not to text me but i still keep looking at my phone to see if she replied or not?
and when she replied i ask her not to text me and accompany him.
haha
contracdicting isnt it?
why i say its alright, never mind when its not?
maybe its time to let go
come to terms with her gone
i'm trying to not think about it so much.
i just realise the ...piggyback...' is not asking
is refering to a person
telling that person
and i stupidly told her i would,
shameless isnt it?
haha
yeah
its time to let go
time to realize that she's not mine anymore.
i admit it hurts badly
but yeah
i have to do that.
all i can say is i woke up too late.
i didnt tell you neither did i show you how much i love you
maybe we are not meant to be like what i thought
remember we read a book that stated horse and dragon are meant to be?
it said the hot headed horse needs a cool headed dragon by it side
and every characteristic the book stated for the horse and the dragon was all true,
all related to us?
to think we thought or maybe i thought we were meant to be.
haha
but yeah
things changed.
just like i changed.
haha
maybe i just put more effort on my dressing sense and my looks
who knows what will happen?
haha.
just kidding.
(:
the song below is for you.
its also for you to realize if you really love him,
than tell him.
be happy.
If tomorrow never comeswill she know how much I loved herDid I try in every way to show her every dayshe's my only oneAnd if my time on earth were throughand she must face this world without meIs the love I gave her in the pastgonna be enough to lastIf tomorrow never comes
Cause I've lost loved ones in my lifewho never knew how much I loved themNow I live with the regretthat my true feelings for them never were revealedSo I made a promise to myselfto say each day how much she means to meand avoid that circumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feelSo tell that someone that you lovejust what you're thinking ofIf tomorrow never comes1:42 PM
cyrus gave you kisses
