elated.

2008-01-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

mrstoner.livejournal.com

2007-12-31T11:58:00.000+08:00

alright
last entry for the year
last entry for the blog.
yup
i decide to change a new blog.
wont disclose my address till i'm ready to.
catch me if you can?
lol.

its new year eve.
what am i doing on nye?
watch tv, rot, watch tv, rot.
haha.
interesting right?
i'm single ma.
so people, date me!
haha
i sound desperate.
LOL.

maybe i should take up a new hobby?
learn to play a guitar?
dont be mistaken
its not cause of that guy thats why i want to learn
its cause since i have a guitar at home
why not make use of it right?

found out ite offers the course that i want.
but yeah
if i go, i would be like 3yrs older than my classmates?
haha
thinking if i should go ite or go shatec.
haven talk to my parents thou.
but they know i'm looking for schools.
maybe will talk to them tonight?
its the last day of the year anyway.
YEAH MAN

happy new year in advance people.

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容

如果要走
请你记得我
如果难过
请你忘了我

2007-12-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

hey.
i'm thinking if i should change my blog address.
too much memories la.
keep going back to read the old posts.
end up what happen?
make myself cry only.
haha.

should i change?
i mean new year is coming.
brand new start i guess?
if i change, most prob i would lock it too.
haha.
will see how.

she say 07 wasnt a good year.
but i beg to differ.
i thought its good.
at least first 3/4 is.
haha.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you’ve done

2007-12-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

i fucking miss you so much.

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

2007-12-27T13:42:00.000+08:00

why i ask her not to text me but i still keep looking at my phone to see if she replied or not?
and when she replied i ask her not to text me and accompany him.
haha
contracdicting isnt it?
why i say its alright, never mind when its not?
maybe its time to let go
come to terms with her gone
i'm trying to not think about it so much.
i just realise the ...piggyback...' is not asking
is refering to a person
telling that person
and i stupidly told her i would,
shameless isnt it?
haha

yeah
its time to let go
time to realize that she's not mine anymore.
i admit it hurts badly
but yeah
i have to do that.

all i can say is i woke up too late.
i didnt tell you neither did i show you how much i love you
maybe we are not meant to be like what i thought
remember we read a book that stated horse and dragon are meant to be?
it said the hot headed horse needs a cool headed dragon by it side
and every characteristic the book stated for the horse and the dragon was all true,
all related to us?
to think we thought or maybe i thought we were meant to be.
haha
but yeah
things changed.
just like i changed.
haha

maybe i just put more effort on my dressing sense and my looks
who knows what will happen?
haha.
just kidding.
(:

the song below is for you.
its also for you to realize if you really love him,
than tell him.
be happy.

If tomorrow never comes
will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
and she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
gonna be enough to lastI
f tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
that my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
to say each day how much she means to me
and avoid that circumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

2007-12-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

2007-12-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

love is doing something that you never expect you would.

i'm experiencing that now.
the gift that i gonna prepare is something i never expect i would
haha
its something that when you see it you wont link to me
haha
maybe is not the gift.
its more of my sincerity inside.
lol.
i like very shameless eh
praise myself.
haha

need to bath now.
have to go do up the thing.

night world.
(:

2007-12-19T15:57:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
i'm in gwc mac
using their internet
haha

hmmmm.
need to go get stuffs later
hopefully can find the stuffs that i want

last day as full timer will be this sunday
she said if not it was a month eariler..
yeah
i think so too.
if only its a month eariler.
if only i had show her how much i love her
if only.
things would be very different now
and i mean really very different

i hate regrets
it keeps coming back to haunt you
this aint good.
this sucks.

i'm jealous.

深夜的一分鐘　漫長得像一世紀
又期待我掉進　想念你的陷阱裡
困住的舊回憶　像重播的老電影
那時候的你　還是愛著我的你
和你還是朋友　還能與你談談心
卻有些不可以　變成我們的默契
用最遠的靠近　送你轉換的心情
雲淡風輕　過去的已結局

你總說　這樣的關係　哪裡有
　不會再分手　不必再追究誰對錯
　對於我　像你的人不會再有
　我卻只能從你熟睡的笑容
　在想念尋覓　偶爾還愛我

I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念某個你躲藏在你心中
I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念那時的我曾被深愛過
I’ll be missing you, missing you
在每一個夜

I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念某個你躲藏在你心中
I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念那時的我曾被深愛過
I’ll be missing you, missing you
我終於瞭解
沒有為什麼　也別再想如果
如果你愛我　你會像那時候
毫不猶豫地擁抱我　而不是像現在
只輕輕把肩膀依靠著我

I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念某個你躲藏在你心中
I’ll be missing you~I miss you
想念那時的我們曾深愛過
I’ll be missing you, missing you
在每一個夜

2007-12-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

hello
towning alone was kinda weird.
haha
but still manage to get the things that i wanted.
hmmm.
its the christmas season
so naturally town would be in the christmas mood right?
lol
so walking alone was kinda pathetic.
make me think about last year christmas
when i'm not alone
when i'm still with that special someone
sight seeing the christmas lights in the bus
went to glass house for fish and co

memories baby.

haha
oh wells

anyway
i went town today
get the things done
and proceed back home

alright.
i'm eating ice cream now
not that kinda stick ice cream
its a TUB
a tub of CHOC ice cream
shit
i gonna gain back the calories i lost
how to find new girlfriend like that?
LOL.
need to lose weight man
need to be a hot bung
although hot girlfriend no more already
but still must be a hot bung
YEAH MAN
haha
oh wells.

才離開沒多久就開始擔心
今天的妳過的好不好
整個畫面都是妳　想妳想到睡不著
嘴嘟嘟那可愛的模樣
還有在妳身上香香的味道
我的快樂　是妳想一想的微笑

沒有妳在　我有多難熬
〔沒有妳在　我有多難熬多煩惱〕
沒有妳煩　我有多煩惱
〔沒有妳煩　我有多煩惱多難熬〕
穿過雲層　我試著努力向妳奔跑
愛才送到　妳卻已在別人懷抱

就是開不了口讓她知道
我一定會呵護著妳也逗妳笑
妳對我有多重要　我後悔沒讓妳知道
安靜的聽妳撒嬌　看妳睡著一直到老

就是開不了口讓她知道
就是那麼簡單幾句我辦不到
整顆心懸在半空　我只能夠遠遠看著
這些我都做得到　但那個人已經不是我

2007-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

i know i say i will give you my blessing
i know i say i wont bother you
i know i say i will be there when you need me
but after doing some thinking today
and you say you like him more
i haven choosen the most selfish and cowardly option;
to stop all contacts with you.

forgive me for not replying your texts
forgive me for not answering your calls
forgive me for not showing my feelings when you do things to spite me
forgive me for not being able to let us go even thou i say i would
forgive me for not holding on to my chance
forgive me for assuming things and make matters worse for us
forgive me for saying those spiteful words cause i was jealous
forgive me for breaking my promise yet again

i cant go thru of getting my hopes raise alittle than to have it dash again the next day

during this period of time i know i will miss you
i know there will be times when i want to text you to ask how are you doing
i know i will regret this decision

but i will try to fight this feeling away

and maybe when i can treat you as a friend is the day when i can text you
to ask about you and him and wont get upset about it.

spending christmas with me wont be the best option
so yeah, spend it with him.
you would be happier this way.

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

2007-12-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

It’s too late now, still I’ve got something to say
Girl I’m sorry that I treated you that way
Time has gone now, and the moment has passed
When I had the chance to try and make us last
All alone now, and it’s no one’s fault by mine
Couldn’t see the truth, I had those blinded eyes
You have moved on, still I don’t give a damn
Gotta get this off my chest while I can

How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?

Every single hour,
Of every single day,
I Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door,
You’re gone and on your way
But now, I need you, I need you…

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again
Our love is My Regret

Should have known then, what I know now
Dying every second that you’re not around
Should have been there, when you needed me
Now I’m by myself, on my bended knees
Should have loved you, while I had the chance to
Couldn’t realize that you were the truth
Should have shown you, what you meant to me
Baby now I see, that you were my queen

How… I… need… you… more…and more… will… you
Come…back… to…me… please?

Every single hour,
Of every single day,
I Miss you more and more,
Don’t know what to say, I
Know I closed the door
Sent you on your way
And now you’re gone

Wanna take it back to the day when we first met,
If I could, I’d start all over again
Our love is My Regret

2007-12-07T02:49:00.000+08:00

fuck.
why must i view that person?
fuck up la.
i'm not in the good mood.
i'm sorry.
good night.

2007-12-05T16:00:00.000+08:00

it been raining for the whole day
it kinda reflects my mood now
gray.
haha
i need to sleep.
i dont want to think about anything now.
if only i can sleep my life away

good night world.

2007-12-05T12:26:00.000+08:00

hey
its my off day today
was suppose to meet up but there was a change in last min plans
so i'm home not doing anything.
haha

friends.
a big THANK YOU for
-taking care of me when i'm drunk
-making sure i'm home safely
-accompany me by sitting by the road with me
-comfort me when songs that remind me of her was played
-most importantly for being there when i needed someone to talk to

you.
we been through 18months of ups and downs
to know that our feelings had faded and drifted apart just hurts
to realize slowly that we might never get together again hurts even more
now that you're gone
i've lost myself
i know i'm not what i used to be anymore
i cant eat
i cant sleep
i got no mood to work
i lost my interest in life already
that me left when you left
remember you told me friends come and go?
than do you still remember what i replied?
'yeah friends come and go, but i come and i wont go'
those were the days right?
haha
i always say;
as long as you're happy i'm happy
as long as you tell me you will be happy with him and he will treasure you more than i do
than i wont bother you anymore.

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

for the last time
i love you

2007-12-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

I really miss you
There's something that I've gotta say

The things we did
The things we said
To come back to me and make me smile again
Show me how
To face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never separate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Every day
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
No no no

I walk along
These empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave
The grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my corner stone

So how you found a way to see the best I haven't been
As far as time goes on I swear to you that you will be

Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
(always close)
Every day
(every day)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
(yeah)
Never gone

Gone from me
If there's one thing I believe
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Every day
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
(yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life

Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close
Every day
Every step along the way

Never gone
Never far
In my heart is where you are

~~happy 19th monthsary~~

2007-12-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

my tagboard says it all.

'i loved you. somehow somethings change along the way. i dnoe it'll be hard to be like last time'

so what do you think?

she loved me
am i wrong to think what i'm thinking now?

2007-12-01T00:20:00.000+08:00

i must be strong.
i need to pick myself up to win you back again
you say second chance will only come if we can go back to the past
i will try to to do that
cause i really want you back in my life again
i miss you very much

2007-11-29T04:16:00.000+08:00

fuck.
its 4plus in the morning
i cant sleep.
images keep running thru my mind
this is bad.
i need to sleep to stop thinking.

i'm sorry

2007-11-29T01:59:00.000+08:00

hello hello
haha
i dont know what to blog
cause there is so many things going thru my mind now.

i thought i'm always ready to face the fact that you might leave one day
i thought i will be strong
but i'm wrong

remember you + me = us?
now there is no you

thank you for the past eighteen months and twenty four days
thank you for spending my eighteen birthday with me
thank you for giving me the time of my life
thank you for showing me how is it to love and to be loved

always remember whatever happens i'm always here for you.

i love you, smoochie pooh

2007-11-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Air Supply - Goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And it'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

man.
this is such a depressing song.
i love you
but i need to know do you REALLY love me.
life is a bed of roses;
full of thorns.
LOL

2007-11-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Anthony Hamilton - Can't Let Go

No matter what the people say
I can't, I can't let go
No, no

Why must they try to tear down my house when they know it's made from love
And they could never stand in my way
We made a vow to love through it all
We are one
And no one has the right to tear my love down

No matter what the people say, I'm gonna love you anyway
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we fuss or fight, try till we get it right
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we disagree, you can put it all one me
You are my life, I cant let go
I can't, I can't let you go

How dare they say
That a love like ours won't last?
God made no mistakes
When He sheltered me with your heart
There's no safer place than to be in love
And here I will stand
And there ain't never
Ain't gonna never ever leave you alone

No matter what the people say, I'm gonna love you anyway
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we fuss or fight, try till we get it right
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we disagree, you can put it all one me
You are my life, I cant let go
I can't, I can't let you go

All that i know now is to give you all of me
And no matter how long i take
And every part of me belongs to your love
Help me, help me

No matter what the people say, I'm gonna love you anyway
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we fuss or fight, try till we get it right
You are my life, I cant let go
Even if we disagree, you can put it all one me
You are my life, I cant let go
I can't, I can't let you go

2007-11-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

somehow,
we need to lose something to know the value of it
i didnt lose it
but it was close enough.

it was close enough few days ago
and it was close enough this afternoon.

when are these gonna end?

its taking a toll on me.

2007-11-07T01:08:00.000+08:00

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold
And breaks through my soul
And I know, I'll find deep inside me
I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

It's okay, it's okay, it's okay

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you, I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

'Cause you're my, you're my, my
My true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away

'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know, I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever

2007-11-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

i have been wondering

would today be the last movie we watch?
would today be the last bus ride we sit together?
would today be the last hug i give and receive?
would today be the last kiss i give and receive?

i know ure trying, trying to go back to the way we use to be.
i'm also trying not to let my imagination run wild.
but its hard.

i thought pushing you away now would lessen my pain if you were to make the decision to leave.
but i'm wrong.
no matter how hard i try to act strong, my heart just fails me.

you said you have decided to be with me,
the choice now lies in my hand, whether if i want to stay in this r/s or not.

i want to.

you say we can work this out.
i hope we really could.
cause;

i love you.

say you love me too.

2007-11-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

Muse - Starlight

Far away, the ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

A starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

Far away, the ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations, yeah
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold...

2007-09-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

wait for me at novena 2nd door from the front if you forgive me.

i just reach home.
didnt on my phone till now.
fuck.

i didnt know about the text.
to think i alighted at amk, walk back to see if ure in the train.

stupid stupid stupid me.

maybe i'm not good enough for you.
i ruined your birthday and our monthsary.

fuck.

i need to drink.
i need to smoke.

can i?

goodnight world

2007-07-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

轻轻放我就是卸不下对你的喜欢
原来爱会慢慢增加重量
想关上这城市所有的灯光黑暗中专心闻你的发香

这夜晚让让暗恋很有画面感回想
与你约会过的地方都舍不得删
在脑海里储存欣赏

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来的这么突然
短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养在虚拟土让

电视墙吵杂的情歌还在拼命播放
我安静在闹区等来电铃了
有一些话打好了却不敢传
怕收到信息的你在为难

街道上人潮衬托我的孤单想象
谁幸运的陪在你身旁
却误会一场
你也在等你手机响

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来真心送出爱是这么简单
温习荧幕上你可爱的模样
关于缘分的解释我又多传了一行

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫
原来爱情可以来的这么突然
短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长
我们的感情蔓延滋长用文字培养在虚拟土让

meaning of the song?

2007-06-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

wohoo.
finally can sign in to my blog.
i forgot my username and password.
haha.

got a new phone
yay.
suppose to pay for it la
but my parent decide it to be a birthday present.
wahaha.

my birthday was fun.
baby treated me ajisen.
she got me a body scrub thingy, a boxer(haha), a handmade pouch and a handmade BIG card.
so sweet right?
haha
she got me a black forest cake later in the day
sat outside novena eating our cake.
so je-lark.
haha
but i like.
thank you baby
:)

a big THANK YOU to those that have send me their wishes.
i appreciate it.

a big YOU WATCH OUT to those that have forgot about my birthday.
i will come after you all

*smiles*

2007-04-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

Don't Matter - Akon

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hopin' and prayin'
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all

Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you
And they watchin' everything I been doin'
Just to hurt you
Most of it just ain't true(Ain't true)
And they won't show you
How much of a queen you are to me
And why I love you baby

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Oh oh oh oh oh
Cause I got you
Cause I got you
Ooooh
Cause I got you babe

Cause I got you
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)

Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe

2007-04-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

baby is in camp now
but she is coming back tomorrow
just in time for our eleventh monthsary
:)
got her a gift already
but dont know she like or not
cause i know bolts about that.
nuts/bolts - get that?
haha.

oh wells.
got another job at a jap restaurant
working till 8th april thou
better pay than tru
more benefits than tru
got to eat prawn chilli ramen, ebi fry, prawn tempura, sashimi today
lol.
all free
haha.
but i like the people at tru
oh man...
should i change job?
lol

met tiffie and jae yesterday
LOL.
so interesting la.
that was the highlight for the day can
of course not forgetting about my baby first day at camp
=)

waiting for the clock to strike twelve now.
bye.
:)

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you babe
Cause we gon' fight
Oh yes we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Believe we gon' fight(We gon' fight)
Fight for our right to love yeah

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
Cause I got you

2007-03-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

cavan is the name.

2007-01-31T10:26:00.000+08:00

You scored as The Pretty-Boi Dyke. You can be a bit cocky at times and ever the heartbreaker, but no one knows that you're really just looking for true love.

What Type of Lesbian Are You? (Inspired by Curve Mag.)
created with QuizFarm.com

LOL

2007-01-04T19:38:00.000+08:00

hello people
i'm here again
lol

i pierced my tongue yesterday and baby pierced her naval again
haha
its sorta like a eight monthsary present
haha
:)

i'm a rebel now!!
HAHA

just kidding.
haha

i'm on the phone with my girlfriend
she's making fun of my speech
hmpf.

dont want to blog already
:(

2006-11-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

hello
hmmm.
been reading the 'clique' blogs
i put like that cause i dont know if we still consider as clique or not.
from what i read from the blogs,

it first started with t and j
after it sorta quiet down
j blog an entry about a friend and wants to apologise to her
frankly, i thought its t too
but i'm wrong.
its another friend.

but cause of the way j replied in her blog
s thought she is trying to put t down
so s blog an entry about j (which might not be about her)
j2 got upset and stands up for j1
so now 4 people is involved.

honestly,
i feel sad.
to think a clique that was the closest among all is being separated into small groups

perhaps there's a small crack that exists since the start of the clique
but we ignore it.
we didnt bother to patch it.
we thought it would go away after sometime
but as time pass,
the crack becomes bigger
by the time we try to patch it
its too late.
it has became too big for us to handle.
perhaps all we can do is to let it fall.

i remembered what my father told me
'you can never find long lasting friendship in secondary school'
i always hate it when he says that.
i tell myself,
it would never happen to me
cause i got the clique.
the clique that sees me through laughters, joys, pains, sorrows and many crazy acts

remember mrs lim goes 'TABLE 6 TABLE 7!' ?
the moment we step outta econs room
we would curse and swear about her
when she is suddenly very nice to us
we find it weird?

remember dec 17 2004?
the whole clique passed 'n' level
and went mad monks to celebrate?
when jae goes 'i want ____'
tiffiee goes 'mommy'
josie goes 'CJAE!'
and cyrus goes 'okok, i'm mommy okok, you want ____'

remember jan 4-5 2005?
we had a 2d 1n chalet stay
we waited hours to check in
jae was her usual self doing bollywood style 'twinkle little stars'
tiffiee and soo had a argument that lasted throught the night?
josie was going gaga over the xbox/playstation
and cyrus was trying to think the lyrics for sum41's pieces
but 'pieces, pieces, pieces of me' keeps ringing in her head

remember the 6th of every month?
clique outing.

we had lotsa fun
i do treasure all these.
perhaps we may not be able to meet up often
perhaps we may not even meet up as a clique
perhaps this clique will start to vanish

but,
be it happy or sad,
i thank all of you for the wonderful times.
all these memories,
i will keep it in my heart.

2006-11-04T08:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SIXTH MONTHSARY BABY

hmmm.
haven blog since 98765432 days eh
miss me people?
haha
hmmm.
having maths paper 1 on monday
wish me luck okie?
haha

precious,
today is 041106
it marks the sixth month of our relationship
which means its half a year!!
haha
hmmm.
i'm not good in words
i cant really express how important are you
neither could i transform mere words to beautiful poems
just 3 words
i know its simple
but inside that 3 words, its contains all my love for you

i love you

2006-09-12T14:43:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.
STACEY
you never wish me happy birthday ones.
POUTS
anyways.

today was fun.
haha. and yes,you fulfilled your promise.
silly monkey.
i love you.

haha. your brother is so funny.
just like you.
but again.......i shall not praise you:)))

2006-09-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to say..

'you're turning into her'

what am i suppose to say?
i need to drink
i'm going to take a cold bath
hopefully it will make me feel better

where's the wall?

i love you still

2006-08-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

Shayne Ward - Something Worth Living For

I dont wanna leave you here all by yourself
I just wanna let you know i'm there for you like noone else
I dont wanna drift off to another place
I just wanna lay here in your arms with your hand on my face

So lets not ever tell the moon about the sun
I'll keep hearing love songs, hoping every wrong's undone
Its foolish but we've only just begun
I dont wanna stop this, all my walls are caving in

I wanna give you something worth living for
I wanna tell you this and so much more
You're my everything
My universe

Im so mesmerised by your serenity
Hopefully you'll take me there inside your dreams
Just like all the leaves im falling over you
Its so unbelieveable the airs so true

2006-08-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

you wanted to find back 'the feeling'
you're afraid i take you for granted
you're afraid i had stop loving you
you're afraid that i'm staying for the sake of staying
you wanted a time out

i said ok
both of us didn't sleep well that night
both of us had our share of tears, tossing and turning
the next morning you text me
both of us agree not to carry on with the time out
many apologies were made that morning
just when everything is about to go back as normal...

i had to not think before i talk
i had to spoil everything
i had to bring this whole thing down
i made both of us seem so distant from each other

calling me silly is just a nicer term for calling me stupid
oh wells

this weekend is so....

i'm sorry
i didn't mean to make you feel as though i take you for granted
i didn't mean to say such stupid things
i want you to be happy
i want you to be able to love someone without any doubts

i can't be like others who can write poems or touching words
the words i typed or said maybe simple or stupid or you may have heard it from somewhere
but i mean every single words

i love you
i won't leave you
you're not a chore
i'm not sick of you
you're not my burden
don't put yourself down
cause it pains me whenever you do that

i love you
i really really do

Stand By Me - Shayne Ward

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgetable
I feel no winter cold
When where together
When were together

[chorus]
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardests days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
Your my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

[Repeat chorus]

Stand by me
No more darlin I want you by my side
I want you here with me

will you stand by me
hold on and never let me go?
cause i know i would

i love you

2006-08-23T11:37:00.000+08:00

haha
receiving a text about baby's counsellor discouraging her to be with me
is not a good thing to start off my day
haha
i'm lying if i say i'm not affected
lol

why is it that a two person affair involves so many people?
how is it that two of the same gender being together is not good?
what right do they have to stop us from being together?
i don't understand
its 2006
police don't wear short pants already
tv are not black and white
ice kachang are 1.50 instead of 25cents
haha

whats wrong with working and studying at the same time?
whats more my job is not every week eh
lol
that is how weird some people thinkings are
oh wells

i shouldn't give a shit right?
yes
i don't give a shit
i will live my life just the way i want to
a life where there is only me, my girlfriend, 3 dogs named cy-cy, rus-rus and another unnamed
haha

i love you
no matter what happen
i'm staying
staying for good
we will get through it together

mark my words
we will get through

2006-08-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

darn it
my memory card is corrupted
what the hell right?
this n70 is giving me problems la
first is ear piece spoil
then the phone always hang
then disconnect by itself
now memory card get corrupted for no reason?
i pay close to 400 bucks just to get this shit?
argh
i'm so gonna sell this phone and buy a better one
say
k800i cybershot phone?
still thinking eh
but of course selling this phone is confirm
lol

2006-08-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

what do you get when you put

- candles along the pavement outside cgs
- a slice of mango cake with a lit candle
- 'this i promise you' playing as background music
- me waiting for you at the end of the path holding the mango cake?

the answer : our 3rd monthsary

but
life is unpredictable
things didn't work out the way i wanted
the above was what i had plan for our 3rd month
lol
end up due to timing problems
i had to light up candles in front of her
(which is not exactly successful)
haha
but its alright
at least this makes it more memorable
right dear?
haha.

anyway
happy 3rd monthsary baby
time flies eh.
exactly a month to your birthday
looking forward to it right?
haha
i love you :)

lets hold on together

2006-07-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

PROVINCETOWN, Mass. - Heterosexuals in this overwhelmingly gay resort town on the tip of Cape Cod are complaining that the oppressed have become the oppressors.
Straight people say they have been taunted as "breeders." One woman who signed a petition against gay marriage says she was berated as a bigot by a gay man, and another complained that dog feces were left next to her car.
"The gay community is not immune to having potential prejudices. We're all human, including gay people," said Tom Lang, director of knowthyneighbor.org, a nonprofit group that supports gay marriage.
Provincetown, or P-town, has long attracted writers, artists and gays and lesbians, and is known as a place where people can feel free to be themselves — a seaside version of Greenwich Village. New England's unofficial gay capital has just 3,400 year-round residents, but summer tourism brings nearly 10 times as many people.
Locals say the intolerance from those who have long pleaded for tolerance has been stirred, in part, by the dispute over Massachusetts' becoming the first and only state to legalize gay marriage.
Petition signers’ names publishedTensions boiled over this year after the names and addresses of nearly 5,000 Massachusetts residents — 43 of them from Provincetown — who signed a petition seeking a constitutional amendment against gay marriage were published on the knowthyneighbor Web site.
Earlier this month, a gay man got into a shouting match at a grocery store with a straight woman, calling her a bigot for signing the petition.
A week afterward, Police Chief Ted Meyer held a town meeting that drew about 50 people to discuss not just that argument, but wider issues of civility and respect.
Meyer said that two other people who signed the petition felt targeted after the Web site published their names. One woman charged that same-sex marriage supporters put dog feces next to her car, an accusation Meyer said would be impossible to prove. Another woman found a copy of the knowthyneighbor list on her windshield.
Straight tourists have also complained of being called "breeders," a joking or derogatory slur used by gays to describe heterosexuals.
"It's a term of divisiveness," said Town Manager Keith Bergman.
Most of the Provincetown residents who signed the petition are members of St. Peter's Catholic Church, according to Rev. Henry J. Dahl, pastor at St. Peter's. The majority of the church's 750 parishioners are Portuguese families who are not gay, though St. Peter's is listed as a "gay-friendly" church by various gay Web sites.
‘I won’t take ownership of being a bigot’Dahl said he is offended that some proponents of same-sex marriage have equated the opposing view with bigotry. "I'll take ownership of being a Catholic and being a signer of the petition, but I won't take ownership of being a bigot," he said.
He said he believes the list was publicized to intimidate those who oppose same-sex marriage.
But Lang, of knowthyneighbor, said the list was published to encourage discussion of the gay marriage issue. And he condemned disrespectful behavior on the part of gays toward straight people.
"Despite all that's been thrown at the gay community, it's no excuse for being rude or using derogatory terms to anyone," he said.
The friction has also drawn attention to allegations of racism toward seasonal workers from Jamaica and Eastern Europe. Provincetown is overwhelmingly white, with 2000 Census figures showing just 258 blacks, 74 Hispanics, 17 Asians and 11 American Indians.
At a town meeting, the Rev. Brenda Hayward, a black woman who lives in Provincetown, said tourists and residents alike have called her the "n-word."
The police chief, however, said there have not been any hate crimes in Provincetown since 1996. And Liu Jizhong, a cook at a Chinese restaurant, said discrimination is not a problem in Provincetown.
"Here, everyone's gay," Liu said. "They don't have a discriminatory mindset."

© 2006 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.

haha
this article is so interesting (at least to me)
lol
cause i seldom hear heterosexuals are the minority
no discrimination intended
so dont be offended eh.
=)

baby
perhaps we could consided p-town as one of our place we want to emigrate?
iloveyou

2006-07-26T16:01:00.000+08:00

yes
i'm back
i don't know what to blog eh
haha
oh wells
i'm at home now
baby is in school having art
so poor thing
HAHA
she's gonna kill me when she read this
=/

buds
we haven met since june eh
meet up soon okie?
i need to get updated
my brains are getting rusty
haha.

i miss you

2006-07-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

i need to be strong,
no matter what happen,
i'm sticking to my decision.

will see how it goes

2006-07-10T14:26:00.000+08:00

Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait for a moment

Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
It's finally you and I
It wasn't meant to feel like this
Not without you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Don't be afraid
I'll be right by your side
Through the laughter and pain
Together we're bound to fly

I wasn't meant to love like this
Not without you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

I made a few mistakes, yeah
Like sometimes we do
Been through lot of heartache
But I made it back to you

Cos when I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
And when I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

When I look at my life
How the pieces fall into place
It just wouldn't rhyme without you
When I see how my path
Seem to end up before your face
The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

The state of my heart
The place where we are
Was written in the stars

Westlife - Written In The Stars

2006-07-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

i'm bored so i'm here to update again.
haha.
baby is having her chinese oral examination.
prays she will do well eh.
get a distinction like me.
haha.
oh wells.
lets see what happen.
my hp and mp3 got stolen at sentosa GIRLS toilet
they stole baby's wallet including her i/c, her make up even her very personal stuff.
its like hello?
make up also want right?
its not as though they can sell and earn money.
stupid people.
LOL.
had our 2nd monthsary
got to know more about how she felt these days
i'm glad everything is ok now.
i love you.
*big smile*

clique : when are we meeting again? i miss crapping with ya'll eh. been reading the blog entries, it seems something is wrong, update me soon ok. lets be a circle, no matter where we go, we will still end up meeting one another. i do appreciate all of you, best buds always :)

2006-07-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

emotions come and go
almost how the wind will blow
there so little in this world to trust in
seduce themselves with lies some dont realize
they call it love but its really only lustin
so you see you and me
we're gettin close to the danger zone
show me how tell me now should i stay or should i go
cause im caught between yes and no
cause when you kiss me
i feel everything that i been missing
i try to slow down but my heart wont listen
and its tearin me all up inside
and when you touch me i feel a rush
but im afraid that it might crush me
should i put my trust in something i dont trust in
i try to run but there's no place to hide
cause baby kisses dont lie
kisses dont no they dont
never dont lie
you can run if you want but you cant hide
tellin you its the truth dont you ask why kisses dont lie
you whisper in my ear
but are your words sincere
cause pretty words can cut just like a knife
you see im nobody's fool
i play by my own rules
so please think twice before you step into my life

2006-06-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

girlfriend.
BOO!
im online after living under the rock for the last 50yrs.
are you old and wrinkly already?
:)
eh,shouldnt you feel honoured that im online yet im blogging on YOUR blog
instead of mine?
im in the school library now and the laptops here are SCREWED.
and so many orh orh people are here.
so scary.i feel so bright.tee hee hee.
oppsie daisy.sorry.
aiyaya.
my bra got confiscated.POUTS.
and the teacher POKED my breast.
tsk.
what the hell.
and now she's keeping my bra as souveneir.
grrrs.
its 80C lo.too big for her to wear.so she take for whatzz?!
wrinkles nose.
ahaha!
just now my english teacher was saying that he's the only gentleman alive.
he: if u were to enter a mrt train with me.there'll only be on gentleman on the train.
me: yeah.true.MY GIRLFRIEND.
HAHA.
but i was thinking to myself.dint say out.
cheeky grins.
see.its all about you.everything is.haha.why?i donknow either.
LOL.
hmmm.he asked us to write an argumentative essay about not enough gentlemen in society.
atikah and i were like but we're not even interested in men.
and the teacher thought it was because we're still at the "boys are smelly" stage.
haha.he dint realise it was something more sinister.
haha.this is so whimsical.
so plain.
so BORING.
yawns.
im getting bored typing this too.
haha.and to think im typing about my schooldays on YOUR blog.
can you feel the boredom?

2006-06-23T21:17:00.000+08:00

Shayne Ward - A Better Man

until the oceans all run dry
until the stars fall from the sky
even if words dont seem to rhyme
ill be addicted to your smile

and if the wind blows out the sun
ill still believe you are the one
no matter what we're going through
i'll plan to spend my nights with you

i promise you my heart wont fade
i swear to you my soul always
it isnt hard to understand
you're making me a better man

baby my love will say it all
i'll always catch you when you fall
and if the hard times get too much
i'll still be craving for your touch

i promise you my heart wont fade
i swear to you my soul always
it isnt hard to understand
you're making me a better man

i dedicate my world
i dedicate my all
for every moment
your leaving me breathless

i dedicate my touch
forevers not enough
i wanna hold on
i just wanna hold on to you

i promise you my heart wont fade
i swear to you my soul always
it isnt hard to understand
you're making me a better man

it isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man

2006-06-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

buds

thanks for the wonderful birthday surprise you guys gave me. from walking into a hotel room with jae's rendition of 'happy birthday' song, tp see a cake with 'happy birthday #044 & #07, to turn around and see all of the clique there, to have dinner at clark quay, to drinking at 'desire', to have my birthday announced by the deejay, to get tricked by jae and josie thinking that the puzzle is for a girl that jae like, to get pull out of the room to meet tiffie without getting my hair styled, to walk into marina square with tiffie dressed like as though she's going to market. lol. to walk into the room with my eyes blindfold only when i was un-blindfold to see my girl sitting in front of me smiling, to turn around looking shocked and burst out 'how come she's here?', to bent and kiss her, to bring her to the bed and go down on one knee, to hear her say 'yes' to my proposal, to rush to check out before 6, and to have dinner at swensen.

thank you!!

dearest

thank you for being there on my 18th birthday. thank you for tricking me into believing that you really can't make it, thank you for rushing over to pan pacific, end up you got lost. thank you for the hand-sew pillow and the hand-make cd. thank you for accepting my proposal, thank you for coming over to my place and had such a wonderful time. thank you for all the hugs and kisses you gave me.

i was really shocked to see you sitting in front of me, all i could think of was 'how come you're here?' especially when you told me you were at nuh. i'm very happy when you said yes, cause i really want to spent the rest of my life with you. we will remain enagaged for two years and get married at holland when you turn 18 okie?

i love you so so much!!

2006-06-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

honey,
its countdown today.
HAHA.
yeah. 1 hr and 55mins and 50 secs to go:)))

2006-06-12T09:44:00.000+08:00

alright.
its me. the entries below are making me shy. haha.
been working during the weekends eh, fixing flowers onto ribbons. i think i'm quite good at it ok. lol.
now i'm just waiting for the money to come in *ka-ching*

baby is in school now, i miss her..
she just told me she must have money on my birthday, its like huh?
why must have money on that day? and she refused to tell me the reason..
she's hiding things from me.. i'm so so sad.. haha. just kidding.

baby.
i can't wait to see you later.
and i hope you can go out on sat eh..
i love you :)

2006-06-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

CYRUS ANG~~huifen~~

I MISS YOU SO MUCH.

2006-06-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

LOVER!
haha.im in your account.
exciting right?
haha.
hmmm.
your prev post was absolutly sweet:)
thankyou you.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
haha.
im just really bored you see.
:))
my mind's like blocked at the moment.
like as blocked as the sewage pipe those kinda blocked.
grins.
ohwells.

of course there's many monthsaries to come silly.
haha.
i still wanna walk around town not knowing what to do.
or,perhaps rushing to cine after school
just to end up catching a boring movie
or,making you choose nail polish color
and then sitting at level nine
painting my toenails in the dark
or,standing at raffles place mrt demanding you decide what to do.
or,grabbing your hands and covering my eyes
when im watching some scary movie
or,biting your fingers
when there's some intense sequence in the show....
or,maybe going to seoul garden
and getting scalded by the oil that never seems to want to burn you.
(i swear it was bullying me)
or,sitting at marina bay mrt
telling you my darkest secrets i never told anyone.
or,best of all walking into some pretty underwear shop
and wanting to buy every single lacy ones for you.
LOL.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

much love,
ME
<333333333333333333333333333

baby,my life's been so full of rubbish ever since i've got you.
(and to think MY friends think I'M rubbish...)
im one happy happy girl.
haha.

2006-06-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

happy 1st monthsary dear.

Under the silver stars
Anywhere you are
Near or far, you are close to me
When you don't understand
And when you think nobody can
I'll be the friend and the hope you need

[Chorus:]Let me be the one
Leading you through the night
Sharing the smiles
And tears you cry
Let me be the one
Loving you when you're weak
For all of the strength you need
You can come to me

When you're down and you feel so lonely
Turn around; you can come to me
When you're down, you know I will be the only
Come to me

I will be by your side
When you wanna break down and cry
I'll make you promises you can believe
For the kind of love you can trust
For escape from hopelessness, yeah
Don't you know that you can come to me

[Repeat chorus]
[Bridge:]
And I believe beyond
(I believe beyond)
The setting of the sun
(Setting of the sun)
At the end of the day
My love stays for you
My love stays
(My love stays)

Let Me Be The One - Plus One

Dear,
above song is for you. my love will stay for you alright.
it doesn't matter if you always throw tantrums at me or bite me or bully me.
i'm really ok with it. so you don't need to feel guilty ok.
remember holland is waiting for us, we will go there and see windmills. haha.
i love you baby. more monthsaries to come okie? =)

2006-05-30T11:32:00.000+08:00

dearest.
haha.
a month and erm...2days?
yes i remember that day when you were at kfc.
sitting there and looking all sad, lonely and forlorn
with your fringe covering half your face.
and i couldnt help but look over.
and i couldnt help(again) but notice that you kept staring at my direction
maybe you were staring at my ~~gorgeous~~ tutor
or maybe you were staring at my fries.
(did i have fries??)
but still,
ME SHY!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha.
and then you sat there quietly
acting all coy
and expected me to ask for your no right?
so no initiative one
and so i dared mas to.
and she SABO me right.
tsk
and tell you what i want to know you,
im nuts over you.
faints with humilation.
and then YOURS TRULY still had to make the first move.
and text you first.
tsk.
YOU VERY TSK-IFIED YKNOW
and so for the next few days i kept you company.
during your highly exciting job:))
and the first time we re-met.
YOU LIED haha.
and claimed it was a white lie.
( ITS STILL HALF A LIE RIGHT?)
but we had fun along the next few days.
and on that day when we were on our way back from changi airport.
SOMEBODY'S heart was racing *winks
and she asked me a really sweet question.
haha.

I LOVE YOU

2006-05-28T21:42:00.000+08:00

dear, it been a month since i know you.

i still remember when you and mas first walk into kfc, you caught my eye cause of ya smile and of course ya green bag :)
you and her sat at macs, i saw you looking at my direction, gave a shy smile and quickly turn away. (i didn't want to be so obvious, lol.)
when ya tuition ended, you and mas were laughing so LOUDLY outside kfc.
after coming back from ya toilet break, mas came to ask for my number, saying that you want to know me (so shy.. haha.)
we started messaging and you start to help me count down to the hours left for me to finish work (so sweet.. haha.)

its funny how we got to know each other
i'm really glad that you step into my life
i can't imagine what is it like without you.

iwantyou,ineedyou.

2006-05-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

dearest saved me from the horrible cuttlefish in the tom yum noodles.haha.
and she helped me finish up the msg concentrated soup
~~because i asked her to.~~
aint she the absolute sweetest? shy.
oh. we had fun today i like. HAHA
she's nuts one la.
the day before she ate 2 eggs.
yesterday she ate 3 eggs.
and now she's cooking eggs again.
crazy one can.
-____________________-
" dear ah.the egg monster come and take revenge then you know ah"
:)
at the rate she buys food for me to eat.....
i think when i stand on the weighing scale
my handphone number will appear.
or worse still,
i'd be so fat
even my shadow has stretch marks.
OH NO.

love,
your girl

2006-05-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm back again. the last entry was abit too harsh la. was really pissed at that point of time. haha. anyway, my bro is in his school floorball team.. like so good can.. i wanna join floorball too.. i must admit, i'm jealous. although not as jealous as some people trying to get my girlfriend number or calling *her in the wee hours.. but still i'm jealous. haha. maybe i will enrol myself in ite just to get into floorball team? and also to shut my father's mouth. haha. oh well.

2006-05-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

damn it. you got a problem with me not working for what? its not as if i'm asking money from you, its not as though ya giving me allowance. keep harping on why i didn't want to go for that zoo interview for what? f*** you. its my problem what.
now, i really don't like to see you at home or anywhere near me yeah. i just hope that when i'm at home, ya outside. really don't feel like seeing you or even call you 'daddy' . f*** off man.

ok, on a lighter note, i'm meeting my girlfriend like almost everyday la. haha.
no, i'm not getting bored with *you nor am i sick of meeting *you. haha.
yes dear, no matter what become of *you, i'll still love *you =)

2006-05-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

ok, a quick entry before heading for work.

met her after her school, went to fareast to eat chicken rice. nice. i like. the auntie thought i'm a guy. she call me xiao di. haha
took neoprints, haha. yes, we took neoprints. it was nice, considering the fact that it was the first time taking together. lol.
went to watch 'over the hedge' yesterday, nice show.
send her home after that. saw her bro and he mistook me for a guy. its like the second time in a day? haha.
last friday, i saw her mum, yesterday was her bro. next friday maybe is her father? haha.

met her for breakfast this morning, went to marina bay to sit and talk. then send her to her station. and now i'm here typing this entry.
will be working later, 5-12am. i feel lazy now. haha.

yatheonlyloveineed

2006-05-18T10:37:00.000+08:00

Marcos Hernandez - The Way I do

Your kiss
Your smile
your mind
You're the sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath
On my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up and find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked
I can't fake it
I'm not that strong without youN
ever thought I could love you
The way I do

Your touch
Your skin
Can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up and find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked
I can't fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying depending on no one
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked
I can't fake it
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

baby, this is our song.
I love you.

2006-05-16T11:39:00.000+08:00

cherie says that she helped cyrus with her template.
cherie says that cyrus owes her many many kisses for it.
cherie says that cyrus promise to buy whipped cream for her
(but where is it now?!)
cherie says that cyrus is silly cause she just turned the tv on and off.
cherie says that cyrus smells of nice adidas.
most of all,
cherie says that SHE LOVES CYRUS

2006-05-14T20:53:00.000+08:00

hello. i'm back to type a proper entry. life's been good, in fact its great. managed to meet up with the clique and *her on friday. ok, i and *her was talking at *her void deck that day and *her mum came down. haha. its so awkward la. lucky we weren't doing anything. haha. i said hi to *her mum and left shortly after. haha. as for the clique outing, i went to order a cap, will collect it soon, then we went to 'old market' for dinner, had stingray. yummy. lol. chill out session at aria and they were discussing about josie's wedding. haha. i had fun that day. meet up again ok? next time i'll someone along *winks*

2006-05-14T09:35:00.000+08:00

ok. change the blogskin already. it looks alright to me yeah. lol.

2006-05-06T19:12:00.000+08:00

damn.. something wrong with the template.. the tagboard is not where it suppose to be.. josie!!! i need your help..

2006-05-05T21:01:00.000+08:00

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